Lots of disappointment lately, but how upset can I be? Karma. I flake, you flake.I guess I’m just bummed because I never seem to catch a break.
I’ve been trying to be a lot better. Not in a fake way, just not saying everything I think. I’m pretty good at it, but I have been practicing for awhile.
Two finals this week, one next week, then on my way home. I still haven’t figured out how long I want to be home for. It pretty much depends on how I feel. Right now it’s like I don’t belong anywhere. I think that’s why I have the sudden desire to just leave and go somewhere new all by myself. I wish I could just runaway. Maybe next semester I’ll just escape a lot. It’s not like there’s anthing to keep my here all weekend. Or week.
I was so excited to go to Disneyland. It’s sad and just pathetic that I’m bummed, but I can’t help it.
