River.

A little less confused, but 3 times more angry.

Please let me have a nice, fun, DRAMA FREE weekend.

confused.

The drama around here is suffocating me. I don’t understand how I can get so wrapped up in it when my resolution for the year was to avoid it. It’s like I’m destined to always be living amidst fucked up relationships, uncaring and selfish people, stupid decisions, reminders of what being happy is like, etc.

I’m trying to be positive. I don’t want this to get worse, but have no clue how to make it better. Right now I’m in the ‘Try not to drink’ and ‘Say as little as possible’ stages. It’s keeping me out of other peoples’ messes, but what will happen in the long-run? Is this worth it? I just don’t know what to do. I’m not even sure what the fuck is going on most of the time.