I don’t know why I do the things I do.
If I can’t take control of what is happening, I’m afraid I’ll hurt a lot of people.
Anyway.
Yesterday was Block Party. Pretty fun. Kate and Vi came with me and we had a grand time observing hipsters and drinking lots of alcohol legally. We met up with Bret, Ben, Nick, etc. and just wandered around.
Going to shows without a cell phone is hard.
Phil is coming ‘home’ Wednesday and I am so excited to have something to look forward to this week.
I’ve got a bad feeling about things. Everything says think rationally, be logical, follow your senses. Why do I look the other way? I can’t just pretend things aren’t or can’t happen when it’s quite entirely possible. Ugh. Bad. I am a bad, bad person.
