I woke up so late today. 1:35. I don’t even remember the last time that happened. Now the day is practically over and I have hardly anything to show for it. Lame.
This weekend was so short. Friday we didn’t do anything. Jime and I just drank, hookahed, and talked. It was relaxing, but also pretty, well, boring. I also watched like 5 hours of Angel straight. That’s pathetic. I was in a strange mood though. I found out something that really hit me hard and since I’m not at liberty to tell pretty much anyone, I just wanted to stop thinking about it. I was also pissed because I wanted to tell him since he said he would always be there for me, and he wasn’t. He blatantly ignored me. He doesn’t even understand why it’s upsetting. Whatever.
Saturday was game day and I had to work again. Daylight savings time fucks me over because it gets so dark and there’s no way I can walk home from the Coliseum all by myself at 630. Thankfully Alex happened to call me around the time I was getting off, so he came and picked me up. We watched the end of the game and smoked hookah as we tried to figure out what to do for the rest of the night. Diana and Jime went home and I never hang out with Jamie, so I was hoping he wouldn’t ditch me for his new friends. We decided to go get sushi, but Fat Fish had a half hour wait, which is unheard of, and ended up at Kuru Kuru. It sucked and I don’t want to go there again. After dinner we stopped by Ryan’s frat since we both haven’t seen him in weeks, drank, then decided to go to Mitch’s house. I guess all of their old Vegas buddies were visiting, so we drank some more and hung out. When we parked the car, a sketch black dude harassed us. I was so fucking scared because I thought he was going to rob us. He kept saying like I’m on OG, look at my tattoos, don’t worry, I’m a protector, and then all the sudden was like give me 10 bucks. We didn’t and after a lot of arguing, he let us go. I hate 36th place. We told the guys about what happened and apparently it’s a common occurance. After a bit, half of the people went to a party down the street, but I didn’t want to walk outside, so I stayed back. Besides, even though I knew Lindsay and Jamie were there, they never answered my calls or texts. Sweet. Alex THEN ditched us to hang out with his new friends and I was stranded without a ride. Sweeter. Luckily one of the Vegas guys had a car and drove me back to my apartment where we smoked more hookah and then they left. Later I heard a dude’s voice and went to see who was there, and it was Trajan. Random. I ended up talking/arguing with him and Jamie until like 4 in the morning.
I had a strange dream last night. I was at like a new school and this girl really didn’t like me. She ended up trying to kidnap and kill me and it was so scary. Eventually I was saved by this guy and went back to his house to hang out. We ended up getting to be friends and hung out a lot. He came over to my apartment at some later point in time and I really started to fall for him, even though he wasn’t cute. He was just so nice and I liked feeling protected. Jamie and Lindsay came with new Christmas lights and we were hanging them up when all the sudden we fucked up and a black hole opened up above the balcony. A whole bunch of people were helping us decorate, including the scary kidnapper, and we were struggling to not get sucked in. The bitch did, and I was like haha, and then all the sudden I could feel it pulling at me. For some reason, I was released, but the boy was lifted up and sucked into nothingness and the hole closed. I was just devastated. All of the sudden, we turned around, and he was back again, but instead of being a not so cute boy, he was Edward Cullen. It was fucking fantastic. Now I’m bummed because the stupid dream wasn’t real. Sigh.
I feel like shit. I drank too much. I’m tired because I slept for so long. I don’t want to do anything school related, but I have so many projects. I’m bummed because I have no boy. I’m disappointed that I’m not fluent in Japanese because I want to be a geisha. Today sucks.
At least Desperate and Dexter are on.
